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pg23.

alright, let's begin then. It's so easy for you to say I'm what you need in your life while you sitting there sipping away "you just what I need" In all honesty, I could be all just that the woman that saved you from yourself but I feel like you don't know how selfish those words are expecting my growth to be the answer to your self pitty I'm not saying I do not care I'm not saying I'm the answer either what I'm saying is its not my place. would you care to know how I got here? I had to die to want to live again. my eyes blood red from the tears that filled the bathtub I laid in. my skin painted with marks of those I let have me. I found myself screaming at mirrors because I hated what I saw in front of me. I was broken hurt in places I didn't know you could find pain in. I watched my self die a little each time I took a line and saw my self in the reflection of the glass table seated in a room full of strangers br...

a letter written in the dark

Its been a while since we wrote something beautiful to yourself you know you don't want to die. I don't want to live, im tired  I mean turns out I'm not alone and I HAVE A BAD HABIT OF FABRICATING my truth I'm done. I'm done... done holding secrets for you 'get out of your head' they say 'maybe just lie in bed' 'love yourself either way' ain't life better when its played back in slow motion there is more to life; I'm lost in my pursuit of understanding someone tell me why I'm standing in a room of strangers who knew me for what I was, a thief of joy and fortune liar of peace and happiness a murderer of truth and prosperity yet again I need to save myself from myself. nobody clap for me -kim