Existential Crisis

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Dead end road ahead

I sit and stare at the lost wanderers 

Attempt to make their way to places unknown

Busy bodies and a cascade of depression

All filling the same space

Spaces that seemingly have no end in sight

The people are all trapped within the mirage of their own making

A universe within a universe

Trying to find a greater power that has been fed to them since birth

An idea

A notion that certain acts and balance of peace within one’s life is the key

The key to an endless life

A notion that traps them right where others want them to be

And a fear that seeking anything outside of this realm is prohibited 

That seeking such would lead to damnation

A threat to gift that could or could not exist

The truth that there could be something more

A darker, more distraught image of what they seek

A cloak that lies over the world that they think they know

All consuming, all powerful, and unruly

Godly in power, yet instinctive in nature

That to reach true enlightenment one must understand

That man’s teachings are simply just that

Nothing more and nothing less


- Kevin M

  


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