Never Valid

-

How are my

feelings

never vaild?


But all of

yours

are?


How do I tell you how

I

feel?


And tell

me

no?


How do I tell you why

I

see it that way?


And you tell

me

that's not the case...


You're not in

my

mind.


You're not in 

my

head.


The only way you'll

know

how I feel.


Is if you

fucking

listen...



So tell me How do I make

YOU

listen?


How do I stop

you

from invalidating my feelings?


I can't...


And I won't...


So I just

wont

talk.



But don't be surprised,

when

we don't speak no more.


Because you made something big to me

feel

small.


 How are my

feelings

never vaild?


But all of

yours

are?


Guess now we'll never know...

-Fez

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