Vision?

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 I never want to see me

through your eyes...


Always the worst, never good

I'm sure you don't even realize...


I never want to view the world,

through the perception of you.


I could never cope,

I would break into two.


There isn't even a way 

for me to plead my case...


You can't speak to someone

who doesn't want to understand.


I don't want to 

hate you..


But you kind of make it 

hard to...


And it's not that I

hate you...


But fuck sometimes all I want is to 

strangle you...


I don't like 

these thoughts,


I don't like

what it is you do to me.


I don't like

your words,


I don't like

what it is you say to me..


Sometimes I feel like you

curse me.


Even if that energy wasn't out

you placed it for me.


Wish the best for  me

for once.


And not only when everything else

has been cancelled out.


But because you see me for

me..


And not of what you think of

me...


The worst of 

me...


Sometimes I wonder what it is

that makes you think like this...


Because if this is love,

I don't want it

I don't need it

I won't have it

I won't keep it...


I never want to view the world,

through the perception of you.


I'm damaged enough,

I can't have that too...


-Fez

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