Angels and Demons

 And as you

paint

me to the world,

as the

demon

who does you wrong,

the only

thing

I hate the most,

is that for a

second

I saw me in your words mold...


I

started believing

that something might

actually be wrong with

me...


And

not that

you just have

a false sense of 

who I am in

reality.


I

pondered for

weeks on end

shit I almost lost

my sense of self because

repetition is a crazy

thing.


Much

like me

believing you'll ever

change your thoughts of

me, is the actual definition of

insanity.


And

if I'm

going to lose

my mind, I rather

it be because I lost

my own

way.


And

not because

for a second,

just for a second,

you got into my

head.


As you

paint

me to the world,

as the

demon

who does you wrong,

I'll

paint

myself to the universe,

as the fallen

angel

trying to make their own home.


-Fez

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