The Patterns: A Stolen Kiss

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I wonder how you felt when you did it?


That's if you felt anything at all...
Is that why you did it a couple times over?
Because I was subconsciously asking for more...


How do you carry on with your life after you temporarily paused mine?


Why is this normal to you?
How do you see nothing wrong?
How many before me did you tongue down?
While they were lying down?


How did you say what you said when you were confronted?


That I was "pretty out of it",
"is that why she was being weird the day after?"
are you fucking psychotic?
How are you making me seem insane???


How are you not even doubting yourself???


That you could've maybe done it?
I consciously walked away to go to sleep elsewhere...
how is this a person who is "pretty out of it"?
How you gonna lie like it's nothing.


How are you gonna lie like you didn't take something that wasn't yours.


Like you didn't lean on my body to take what wasn't yours.
Like the first time wasn't enough so you came in for more.
And the crazy thing is if you did it once I would've thought I was dreaming.
If you did it once, I would've woken up like "man that was the wildest dream"


But your clamy wet lips woke me up and I knew I wasn't dreaming!

But your clamy wet lips woke me up and I'm surprised I didn't start screaming,
I didn't start kicking.
You were trying to wake me up,
how'd it cross your mind to do that?


I've been trying to understand.


Help me understand!
How it crossed your mind to do that!!!
Because you thought I wouldn't know...
you thought I wouldn't remember...


Because "she was pretty out of it"


Not out enough if she recollects the
Stolen kisses.


-Fez


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